Pandemonium!

Stupid bitch! she’s such an asshole! i’ve only been so at wrath to a girl three times before in my life! last nite was the nite the third occurred! the first one was during form 5. there was a girl in the afternoon session who shared our classroom. and so she sat at my place. she wud leave bunch and bunch or debris each and every single time in my drawer. that made me left a note to her, it was just a let-know note, until she transformed it into a warning note and a war-declaration note! despite the fact that she was 3 or 4 years younger than i was, she was fuckin rude and wrote back invasive words and sentences back at me on the paper. she even made the garbage increase in amount. that was the time when i got freakin mad and waited for her in the classroom hoping that i could gave her a piece of my mind. apparently, when she saw me waiting there, all the “daringness” that she had while composing the letter had vanished just as she had. she became too scared to even come forward and say “yea, im the one who sits here”. she even made her frens lied to me, saying that she was absent on that day while in fact, she was sitting at one corner, putting her face down not to look at me. so she apologized the next day and that was it.

and the third was last nite! she’s so fuckin annoying! she’s such a bitch! im sorry but i have to say it! she’s such a nosey person! what fuckin business did she have on whether or not i do whatever i wanted to do! it was my money and my right! she had no fuckin right to interfere! i swear to god if she was there in front of me, i would have really spanked her! real raging spanking!i would even strangle her! she was extremely impudent! no manner and rude slut! the only reason y i had hold myself calm instead of mocking and insulting her right there and then was that she’s my fren’s gf! i pity him! i really do! so soorry jeff, but i have to say this, she really isnt all that nice. who the heck does she think she is? maybe she thinks she’s all that grand pretty lady! well, newsflash! you’re not, asshole! and then again i embarrassed her and made her feel moronic by her own actions. a little piece of advice for u, the next time u wanna start bitching about somebody, u might wanna investigate the real thing first before bombarding him/her with your fuckin non-nonsensical silly ideas! well, cz if u’re jinxed just as u were last nite, u wud end up embarrassing urself over and over again. just that u’re so proud and yet idiotic that u wont even admit that u were wrong and apologize! hah! the blame is not on me! it’s ur fault, dont mess with fire if u cant stand the heat! so in the end, i wud still win, i will always do, bcz i dont go on bombarding people with fuckin shit that im not affirmative of! u tink u’re so clever huh bitch? hah! u’re pawned!! ashamed by your own stupidity and arrogance! big mistake yanie!

u see, i can be very nice to people. only if they r also nice to me. but once u’ve done something to irritate me as to a level that i cant bear nomore! den u’re soaked! i’ll be ur worst enemy that u’ll wish that u werent even born in this world! and dont get me wrong with all the wordings i used up there. im not that evil, but if u mess with me, that’s what u get! and altho i get mad easily, i cool down easily too, if only u wud know how to respect other people and apologize if u’ve done something wrong, then all of this wudnt be necessary wud it?

hmm… so here’s a thing or two bout it.

isnt it obscure? isnt it obvious? duh! fine.. i’ll have to let go. unless there’s another sign saying the otherwise. im learning to learn how to teach myself to pull the fractions together. it’s all clearer now. but i cant help it. seeing, meeting, facing makes me forget all this. it’s like a drug u cant get a hold of. it’s addictive and it’s dangerous. it’s aspiring and slaughtering at the same time! well.. it all comes back to one beginning. it comes down to… myself. just another day i have to go through… hmm… i guess that’s it… sighhh….

so we had the jogathon this mornin! lol. my legs are killin me rite now! ok! wer do i start? hmm.. let see.. let’s start off with what i did on friday!

friday mornin was blurr. notin much i guess. deviating from the norm, i didnt come back home on that friday. that was because we were gonna have the jogathon this mornin. so me n my frens decided to hang out at the gym in front of our college. we were so excited cz we were more or less pretty much pretending as if we were practicing for the jogathon. LOL! then, it turned out that the two “gym-guards” didnt allow us to use the gym’s instruments as we had not brought towels along. what a crap, they never used to make students bring one before. so we didnt know what to do, me n raja decided to jog along the jogathon track. hah! so much for the jog, we stopped half-way, or rather quarter-way, duh! it wasnt even close! we stopped before we even reached the top of the hill. we were both asthmatic. BIG TIME! whilst, jeff and pak wan were decided to play at the playground near the API institution instead. lol! BIGGER TIMMY! lol. so me n raja ran back to the playground to join along. lol. it wasnt really a playground in the sense that they had all the merry-go-round thingy! it was more like an outdoor gym ground! lol. so we played for a while before deciding to head back for the college. we were worn out, i myself was head-spinning. but i was rather excited cz we had a bigger event planned for us that night!

me n my frens had agreed to go out to midvalley and catch the late nite movie premiers. too much stories to be told if i were to write the exact things that happened, so im just gonna cut straight to the part wer i drove the car out n headed for mid vall. it was a group of five in the car. i was driving, jeff, raja, nizam and appa were the passengers. we left the college at around 11pm. we tot of watching the 11.20pm show, obviously we didnt make it, so we opted for the 11.45pm show instead. we had seen “Night At The Museum”. it was fun.altho it was very late at nite, the cinema had an amazingly surprisingly a lot of visitors! we had to queue for quite a while in order to get the tickets and also the snacks. actually we werent planning to watch that show in the first place, i had skimmed through the internet the day before we went and looked out for the movie showings that nite, there were only 4 english movies. so we had a rough time deciding what movie to watch. the movie that we watched wasnt in the list, in fact, it was in the coming soon list! so i didnt expect to see that movie when we reach at the cinema. so we had priorly chosen Dejavu. it would’ve been boring! the movie that we watched, according to the posters and schedule, was supposed to be released on the 28th of December! so we quickly swapped to that movie instead! it was totally worth the RM11.

so it was about 1.40am when the movie finished. we tot of hanging out and hunting out for supper, when we were reminded by our deep self-thought that the gate to the University might be closed later that nite. so we skipped all the anxiety and headed back to the hostel. so much for the closing the main gate, it was open. so we did a complete tour around the jogathon track before goin back to hostel. lol. it was around 8km far. when we got to the hostel, the gate to the hostel was already closed, so we had to park the car at the Sports Center instead. by the time we got to our rooms, it was about 2.15am. and had a little chat before hitting the sack, so pretty much slept at around 2.30 or 2.45am. lol

mornin sunshine! it was 6.20am, n i had to wake up already since the students were expected to be at the PASUM Square by 7.30am. jeff had to be there earlier since he was one of the committee members. so i bathed and readied myself. as i had anticipated it to be, everybody else was still sound asleep. so i was in my room lookin out the window alone. so when raja was ready, we went down and headed for the PASUM Square. they had us served with few light breakfast snacks at the square. then there was the stretching up exercise. it was horrible, the instructor made us literally dance like a bunch of happy kids. lol few laters, the race for the male begun. the females and the veterans had started their race much earlier. and their track was even shorter compared to ours. i started off with raja, i was planning for a slow start when raja suddenly gained extra boosted energy from the popcorn he ate the nite before during the movie and sped up the track, leaving me behind. i was running alone for while after that. then i passed nizam and his gang. i ran non-stop starting from the square till i had reached the 1st checkpoint which was near the API institution. then i started to lose my mood to further continue the race and began to walk instead. lol. walking at an average speed, i then, saw zikri in front of me and raced him up. apparently, he was just an “asthmatic” aka “asthma-antique” as i was. short while after that, i began to build up my pace and jog slowly. then he started to say “Adzfar. xyah la lari. jalan cukup la. aku penat la. jalan je la ngan aku”, and my spirit went straight back to the drain. lol. raja was already nowhere to be seen. nizam and the rest were somewhere at the back. they had told me that they were just gonna walk and not run, so i tot, “yea.. yea.. wuteva, it’s not like im being chased by a group of human-eating barbarians anyway.” so i walked and jogged every once in a while with zikri. then nizam started to catch up with us. then there were three. met appa along the way, he had his leg crammed. so it was pretty much that all the way, except for the time when i saw jeff at the third checkpoint, (who wasnt participating in the jogathon neway!), he was just the checkpoint-guard there. and by the time we reached the PASUM Square again, practically all girls were there already, because they had began the race earlier and had gone through a shorter distance. so the jogathon was finalized with few events, prize giving and such. lucky draws. (which wasnt so lucky for me btw). then it was all done and we headed back to hostel. and not to mention, the route that we took to get back to hostel had a closed-gate btw, so we had to climb up the gate and jumped. duh.. not enough with the jog huh? kikiiki… and i was in my room for a while when my father reached and before i know it, i was already on the way back home. LOL! such a thrilling two days huh? heheheh..

i had the weirdest dream the other day! hahah!!! it was soo exciting and rather embarrassing if my college friends happen to find out about it! this is actually a copy pasted post from my other blog, i’d rather tell the dream here since not many people know bout this forum and surely none of my friends from my hostel does too. so it’s safer. kikikiki… i had a dream bout my MUET exam result. lol. so for those who hvnt got a clue on what the heck that is. MUET stands for Malaysian University English Test. there are 6 bands 1-6. 1 is the lowest and 6 is the highest. band 6 is somehow very extremely hard to get, it’s like 1 or 2 out of a thousand candidates. so in my dream, i got my results. and hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!! the dream was rather obscure, but the main thing is that, in my dream, i got band 8. LOL!!!! the result slip showed band 6, but the examiner had made a note beside the “band 6″. the note goes like this “i would have given u band 8 if only it was available” LOLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so happy that i was jumping all over. lol.. and when i woke up, it was only a dream. kikikiki… im not jokin! really i had that dream. lol.

p/s:DONT TELL MY COLLEGE MATES OR THEY WILL LAUGH AT ME! lol

neway, there was this one black kitten who was dwelling around the boy’s hostel at the 4th floor. i was sleepin when a friend of mine came into my room and mumbled sumtin bout a black kitty. i tot i was dreaming! lol.. so i ignored it. then when i woke up, and while i was heading for the toilet, i saw the kitty outside my room along the corridor. so i rushed back to my room to make sure that the door was shut closely. after i had bathed, another friend of mine went to bathe, and when he walked in my room after he had finished bathing, he didnt shut the door properly. the next thing i realized, he was shooing away the kitty who was hiding under my bed. the kitty was like, sitting around the corner quietly and wouldnt budge no matter what we tried to do. i told my friend to get an umbrella to chase the kitty away. the kitty was kinda reluctant and refused to move out of its hideout. we had to use the umbrella’s hook to grab the kitty and throw it outside because i didnt want to hold the cat.

alrite, let’s talk about the other events at my college. quite a number of things have been taking place recently. first of all, my results came out! omg! it sux! i was rather devastated when i got the results. sigghhh.. serve me right huh? nobody told me not to study for the exams. and then we had the KUAZ’s open day. me and my other two friends were supposed to participate in the treasure hunt quest representing the 4th floor. but the day before the open day, which was friday, i came back home with my friend who’s staying nearby. we had an agreement and we were supposed to go back to college that saturday mornin together. he was gonna fetch me cz my mum had an appointment with the doc and couldnt fetch me to college. and then, at the eleventh hour, (that mornin itself), he decided to keep his ass put at his house and not attend the open day. i was rather pissed cz i was all prepared and exited to go back and do that hunt. besides, we had a commitment because we signed up for the treasure hunt on our own will, nobody had forced or told us to participate. so it was kinda impolite to cancel and pull ourselves out of the game at the last minute.

he then told me, “why dont we just skip the open day and just attend the dinner that same nite?”. we were having a dinner event that same day during the nite. so i was like “no way!”.. but he refused to go back and there was nothing i could do since he was supposed to fetch me. so i had to wait for my father to fetch me there and that resulted to my late arrival for the open day. when i arrived most of the events have already begun and so was the treasure hunt. and everybody from my cube was giving me that “owh, such an irresponsible fool for signing urself in and then not attend the game!” and i was like “hey! dont give me that look! it wasnt my fault!”. so i got bored and went up to my room and did my tutorial. it was no fun at all! seriously! they had the “tarik tali” event that evenin and i was too mad to even go down and witness it. so the day was pretty much a waste!

i was lookin forward to the dinner and i had anticipated that it wud be more fun compared to the open day. thank god it was! i had fun that nite. altho there few setbacks which had ruined part of my fun that nite. the sketch was a blast! evryting went fine. altho i was kinda disappointed because i didnt get to snap much pictures. basically, it started with the dinner, it was buffet-like dinner, they had so many things for us. altho they didnt really taste the best ever, but it was the joy of having the meal with my friends that made the difference. and then the sketch started, and evryone was so concentrating on the sketch. so we didnt get to move around much. and then there were karaoke thingy. and that was the only time we had to actually mingle around and snap candid or pose photos. and then everytin went back to normal and the dinner was over! huh? such a short nite, but it was quite fun. and guess what? my troublesome friend didnt even attend the dinner, duh! luckily i didnt have followed him or i wouldnt have been there to experience the nite either. he went out for a movie with his family instead. lol. i guess he gave up something in order to gain something huh? no comment! spending the nite with ur family is just as much fun as the dinner was.

few days later, there was the “wayang kulit” premier at the college. lol.. wasnt much of my interest, but the attendance was compulsory. the wayang kulit was about Sir Isaac Newton and his theories. lol.. boring.. nothing much, but a lot of people seemed to have enjoyed it, so what the heck, just take it as it was. there were few parts of the show that were funny tho. lol.. not much elaboration on the wayang kulit cz i wasnt really paying attention, the sound system was bad and the stage was somehow relatively low to the seats. so we had to either stand or squat on the chair.

hah! much of stories and tales for a day huh?

huahahah!!! my exams r over! im so happy! had to go thru two weeks of torturing. let’s start off with the first paper, it was English, well, english was fine. the next paper was science computer. that went moderately okay. then came physics 1, THAT SUCKED! then algebra! owh god! that was the worst paper of all! i tink im gonna do bad in that one. then there was chemistry 2. altho it was okay, i thank god cz it was not as hard as i had imagined it to be. maybe it’s because of the one day that i spent to study the subject, organic chemistry was never my favourite subject. after that it was physics 2, well, suprisingly, it went better than physics 1, well that was a shock! everyone thought it was gonna be harder than physics 1, well, lookin at the syllabus scope, it should have been, but im not complaining either. the benefit is on my side aint it? then it was vector. argghh.. it sucked. next! calculus. well, i tink calculus was the best among all 8 of my papers. it was quite okay, COMPARED to the other papers. then chemistry 1, which was basically the last paper. i reckoned it would be easier than chemistry 2, but it went the other way round. or maybe it was easy, only that i didnt have time to study the subject. i studied only the nite before the exam. well. it was practically like that all the way. i study the subjects just the day before the exam. the only ones that i concentrated more were physics 1, physics 2 and chemistry 2. then, this mornin i had my MUET exam. it was a disaster too. the questions were tough. that’s all i can say. tough. and the chancellary hall was freakin cold. the aircond was like enough to freeze the entire hall. didnt know why they had to equip teh hall with such powerful air-conditioner. i was literally shakin n shiverin while doing my essay and summary! bet that affected my hand-writing and my ability to develop points for my essay. my essay contents were like,, WHAT! i hope they would weigh more on the style of writing and language rather than the points given in the essay, that’s the only way i can score. sigh. hopefully…

Check out my download speed!! i was downloading a movie usin bitcomet, n this was the download speed. I DID NOT! i repeat! I DID NOT EDIT THE PICS!! look at the average download speed, the time taken to download the 350MB file, well of course, with that speed, it should have finished downloading much faster than the time it actually took to complete the download, but considering the fact the initiating speed is usually very slow, and it takes some time to build up the speed, so no suprise, and check out the network utilization in the task manager pane. it’s nutz! and im connected to the internet through wireless portal not to mention! what would the speed be if it was a direct LAN connection. dong!

p/s:~

for firefox users-

since the image is not displayed at its actual size, right click the image, then select “view image” , then it’ll take u to a new page, then, left click the image once to zoom in to actual size.

well for IE users…

waaa.. it’s chaos! i dont even know how to correct it. well, maybe it’s only for my laptop, not sure bout yours. try n see.

another one,

last one,

hehe.. it’s raya!! i wanna wish all my frens a happy hari raya and not forgettin, to all my indian frens, happy diwali to u too. enjoy ur days. hmm.. btw, i had my MUET exam  last thursday, well, didnt exactly go all hoo-haa hee-hee, i practically sucked! neway, im still grateful for whatever reason der is. well.. at least i wasnt a complete moron either.. although it was sumtin quite close to that.. sigh.. nvm.. c’ya all lata!

True Lifetime Friends are those who ~

Treasure without hesitation,

Accept without expectation,

Assist without redemption,

Commemorate without limitation,

Acquit without explanation,

Listen without any inquisition,

and,

Love even with little communication…

while ~

Phony Friends are those who ~

Run away when you need them most,

Abandon you when you’re already lost,

Forget about you when you rust,

Bitch behind your back is a must,

Judge you based on your past,

and,

Claims you’re his/her best friend while it wont even last…

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If you feel that you’re the first type of friend, ask yourself these questions,

When was the last time you contacted your friends?

When was the last time you hurt their feelings and pretended as if they weren’t hurt?

When was the last time you lied to them?

When was it that you talked to them and it felt so pointlessly time-wasting?

How often do you ask for their help and never say thank you for it?

What was it that you do to comfort them when they were in need?

and most importantly,

When was the last time you really value them for staying by your side, holding your hands trough the thorny paths of your life just when everybody else betrays you, and simply… for always being there for you?